A letter from May 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, This is gonna be cringe, But I hope corona is over by then. It’s settled a lot in our country, but does it f*** us over and choose to have a quarantine. How’s dad and his gf? Don’t worry, I don’t hate her, she tries her best. I don’t wanna say her name on this cause it’s gonna be public, but either way, are they well? I’m writing this from a random YouTube letter - I’m making a few, I just hope I don’t rid of this gmail. - how’s school going, 15th of May 2022? Hope all the friends are treating you well, it’s been an easy start, but I doubt that’ll keep on forever. Let’s hope. I wrote a letter back in year 6 to my year 12 self, so I won’t make one for my year 12 self on here. I quite easily doubt myself, as you know, but if there really has been a relationship, what is it? Who with? Really, I don’t think I care too much about wanting to date, but just in case I change my mind. Are you getting out more? Going out on the weekend with your friends? Or keeping to yourself in your little haven of your room? I feel like crying for some reason. Maybe to do with the fastness of life? Maybe something otherwise. I wanna know how you look? Have you changed for beauty standard sakes? Your own health sakes? Or just are yourself, aka me, not too unhealthy. I really have no idea what will happen. Last year until about a little while before the end of the year, I didn’t realise I’d be leaving my old school. I love it, I wanted to since I was little. They were mean, they would pick on me sometimes. But then again, we were kinda close like a little family. It was so small. OH, have you made NEW friends yet again? Lost a few? I’m scared for that. It’ll be a year and a bit from when I met them. Part time job - did you get it or weasel out of it like the chicken we are. The uncomfortableness too much? When you are done reading this, I want you to sit outside, wherever that is, and just shut your eyes. It could be stressful, but in the end, It’ll turn out okay. Bye future me, because I have no more words to say

Epilogue

about 3 years later

I’m re-writing my reply. God year 11 got to me. When I read this I cried. But I’m out of school now (left after year 11) for 2 and a...

Rasye flah. Ierdnetff 3 eben ni ’ive sobj. Htmnso lhaicrced 2 ryaes 2 rof. Arfet eag yuor wno anht ltfe acrmh pruog reasdeil veefrro look esam sikd yue’vo pu ’youd how have in eth esauceb you arrhte gowr. Eovl mhet lods ad,ylre uoy 2-5 the eary. Mhte lal isms em t’ylhle you, they oons asdi dolev dlto esanptr vaielgn was i i eth ehwn. Hiwt uyo how oyu mevso a evah oehuetams. Fo his syta taest esh’ auecs alntme lusdho g,erat you hathoglu setasemuho veha ouy tsbudo fgcaitfne uoy on erethwh. Dbyrofnei a ton foodsu no,( he’s. Eh sa holtgauh reven sese husc ouy stbe as angon lltsbyuoae a od’nt ihm )ahpnep see ouy ri,enfd. S’atht v. Egart shes’. Hsa j! her bsti voel to dna a t!oo bf esh.
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On hvne’at tub a i’ve eenb ahha indfbeoyr ahd tesad. Thoghu 2 yonl desat. A jtsu sa ihm ihm eh’s uyo )ex na panretr oodg yptret we( so aeeslp na tno’d tno sfsiacyl ouy’ll she’ eeavl xe fro ,sapa evha nsoo.
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A !soudrelsh tish uoy stmei! ritfs tuc eorwt vie’ lsoce ym ot hwne efw hair rlette to ohrst my. Eipxi enkc an ist’ tneh mlatso otu -ienxfedr tu!c urodcloe a lhaafwy won then pu ti adn ryuo wgrno. Ryou pyink ot onw it ti dna hnte was it oury miilars rledcoou urantal ist’ uleppr saw epur,pl rtseis tath bwonr oskol dre dna a. Tals abuot woh you adn etrid !okol my i reca cfea ouy cien heat rowk nda ot it inght aluhotgh i it was adn ho nuf thiw wten ascarma etlf <3.
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<3 onso h si sesh eb i bhu udsetasy stsaduryh to adn nrifde og hoyut new elvl,oy ilwl ym. Tsat’h i s met adn hwo h. .
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Eth by hant sryea ilke onw oehtr rusvniroaoc uto ptu 3-2 rfo ahtt 🙄 rveo rveo tnieeldfyi nto caledeb aiccsevn was en,ht on ’tsi tnew ,uhghto.
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Too eaoesumht it were or of d!ubm off dna elpepo o’ndt lli’ uykcl oyu edmidl gosh einegtm spal ’notd uoy ’nsatw tod’n >:( i(n duss*)mb lpesae n!eteinrt hitgn amnodr yuo be uroy eh gaain os emte sloa do the !zcary hte teh.
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Olev kaoy eb ya l’louy <3. ’oreuy sspa ubt oknw liwl iltsl ti cerdsa yuo.

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