A letter from May 08, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear Leen, How are you? The last time we talk it was after your birthday. You got what you wanted like I said Allah work in mysterious ways. Oh but uhh we lost our father in the end... maybe Allah knows he hinder our growth. Maybe it was a doa that you and he makbulkan finally. But we lost him may he put him in Jannah and let him get what he deserves. I know you have been crying,silently, alone, including in the car... just trust in him. You could cry a river and he will make it happen. You are doing a good job.He's there watching always watching. Hang in there. You still remember him don't you, selit his name in Dua and let He do the rest. He have meet us again maybe he will help us see him again maybe this time there will be a bud growing. Peace be Upon you myself, and always stay strong.

Epilogue

7 months later

Hey there future old me, its June now in 2025. Im currently sad trying to finish an email...

Os a oudlc dfin htta naiag boj i. Inddt hhruotg gte inssebus teh. . . Tgeingt to lriellyat dbyaihtr freta ist niloisireaml onw ear arrhde nto tge thrgi ubt ew yb ym 28th. Gnkinhti telas ta that of as and eettbr dan a fro abm oad ohojd ym ondig saw aarafh. Yfesla i of fi si dlot uto hmi rhtee em eh utrcnyo tel go eth. Oprctet at oodg emt ocst ntodniosci nda me lal su ni.
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Em not eh swa ianga aevh rof f,ynilla aols i i kwon as tle og him. Tdipese he uor as aod is ahtp upt ecitw ym i ptu ni halal the tinsuioat in ahtt imh eon my lnyo. A me iigngv a eevr he a lliw sepscrni enossl ekil oyu that oyu atht gyu tahret if hye nmeigte to hutoitw od eh nwta is it erwdi.
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Si si but erlniggni rheet hiwnactg lsitl i eh me okwn snssdea. Pnghusi at hte thrig nad me iemt epcla. .

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benamaraaya05:

2 months ago

May Allah gives you the strength you need 🩷 may him put your father in the highest of his jannah

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