A letter from July 29th, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I know you have struggled so much these days. And Im so sorry for letting you feel all those heartbreaks. We have cried so much lately for we dont know what path we should take. The plans that we've made was a failure and just stays as plans. You have worried so much about taking this course. You worried financially, physically and mentally. You have also planted in your mind already that you will fail and you cant do it. And I feel sad that whatever we do, we can't escape to that mindset. Self, I know you are trying your best but I want to remind you what is the purpose why we are still standing, what is the purpose why we have reached this far, what is the purpose why we keep on fighting to survive. Please, don't gave up whatever the amount of  impact of negativity will be thrown to you. Trust Allah, trust Him no matter what because His plans are the best. Just stay kind and humble okay? Don't mind whatever those people will tell about you. Focus on our goal, keep your strength maintained. We have to survive riri, we have to. We cant just gave up. Maybe we are far from reality but we have gone so far to reach what we want. I know its hard, just cry. Nothings wrong when you cry. Always remember, that the best remedy to lessen the pain and disappointment is to cry. And you don't need people to listen to you. You need Allah, pray do your salah and trust Him. I love you my dear self. Im so proud of you. Keep it up❤️