A letter from Aug 13, 2024

Hey! If you see this, I just wanted to say hi! I don't know if I still like you until now (by the time you're reading this). Upon writing this around August 2023, I still like you despite what happened a few months ago. You just hit differently on me or maybe I just like you genuinely. Kinda somehow waiting for you silently. I also don't know what you did that made me like you this way. All I know in myself by this time is that I still like you. I don't know if this is still "like" because I feel this is more like a "love" feeling. So cheesy yet, so true HAHAHA. Never done this for a guy before. Maybe (?), I saw your pureness and saw you in your vulnerable state (which you showed me), and made me want to be there with you to face them and let you know that there'll be a person who would want to be with you in your weakest time and after seeing your flaws. Not just because of that, I just really like you for who you are. Liking you was never the intention. It just happened. You got me but, I don't know if I got you. After that ****** up 3 years, this time again made me want to commit. You are the reason why I would want to be in a rs again. You gave me this feelings that I never felt in such a long time. I don't have the right to question what you had for me then. What you said, what you did, and what you made me feel that time... it felt true... as for me. What I showed and made you feel... it was all genuine. I know that you know that I never lied to you though. You know what, after we talked... there's this guy na nakasalubong ko like it's just random. I encountered him twice that week (around May/June) on a random day. I asked God na if makakasalubong ko ulit siya for 3rd-5th time, even 4th lang... I'll stop what I'm feeling for you pero until now, hindi ko pa siya ulit nakakasalubong. I even asked God if He doesn't want you to be in my life, remove you pero no... you're still there. But! I still have my last ever sign, which is if you post another girl. That's when I'll stop. That's the final call for my feelings for you. I hope what we had was just the wrong time. I am still hoping for this connection to continue; not now but, soon. Always know that I am always here for you. I may be a strong woman on the outside but, when it comes to you... marupok ako like as in HAHAHA. Kidding aside, I'll always be here to support you in your games and all... it may be silently or I'll show up on your games. It depends though. I wish all the best for you, especially in your career. Don't be anxious about it. Just always do your best. I'll always be your fan, with or without your career. I am glad that I've met you. It is nice liking you. I'll never get tired of saying that to you. Rooting for you in playing at UAAP. Till we meet again, my #1 defensive player. PS: If you receive another letter in the next month/s, that's just the update about this one. Let's see if I still like you after this one HAHAHA.