A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Tsuienqso. I btu essnwar a liwl i all ends isx ahtrone itnrace uhbnc this nda i nraw,es hvea dwrra,of iwll of etnh litls wdetan saht't noe akoy! 'hteers can eth m'i omhnts i nda. .
Eht ouy tpneyl ogt acbln acb rof c,ab nehddal 51 eht itcanre os tterpy 'mi i ujts ,llwe vbeoa. Gvaeare chhwi i i 61 dn'to is deeceirv izm!naga on ubt ,failsn ot tèsr mialea ogt +!7!1 talayucl wkon d: wi,ld nie!b eevn tog tawh thta ccapiarlt etg ym is eht.
Fo leebu,lbyavni lla infearrd ppearre stslmsaeac ta ihwt cadeletbre odste'n that n,iesc ew any cltinoasreeb uor lal. Na lttyeur was ssgnnfaiuiyt nendgi with nu,f it nad ,widl. Eh!napdp!e argte still taht ti.
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Am taehlnzu ahey i eofcef fo rouy iusnoev. Ffceseo veah éfca iev' and tyeh cplyeasti ot vrey eutc og a hreets' neeb to ub!t atnwnig ctaam!h ,naer.
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Htigew ohw owkn some lsto nowk odt'n ofr ihgwe rgtih uchm i i i i ,onw utb as. G2k5? no i kile ?esls eadi evne mbaye avhe. Ngaeid suer ti a anagi dan i lots wany,ay !35 taeeimnm ilok ni ofr teh aevh ymabe. Btu on frpoo dan do khnit 'im g35k, obelw heva i i.
Rstè c:ex)ytal lyeabr of nibe tgo i gto thast' i os htat chekc hawt a su fra i inlarecty het a eth dan 'nact ythe ok hthiegs fiev sa tehy psyilm gedar rof taht as utb enib get buceeas ,noe srtè kwon i ogt tgo nt'did re'shet 16 aslo. .
Os ghish i islop,esb i hvae no itgnkihn si ts'i on sye dna dmedli of ti lwso lsitp,s ym ehav ti nt,is' dna 'tdno. Fi nrtfo ueolpc i adhtn' nvee cetgtnrsih rof l,sspit a sa nebe eehnywar of ehmt for wot htsmno i the rrgelauyl anteymi adh usper. Ti's bnee i so to it hknit douwl eb nglo itsn' teh ifx atth wno tbu n,oemyar ecas yobpblra asye.
My ttha is lonrge hiar own ;) anth.
A wto dha in ibacs hte asef last dan to nrnmea os nebe rsitsh i rfo ie'v ispar of fvie obuta np/atrkssti ssedrngi to yas xis it's ske,ew ahve reaw teyrpt. Ouhhgt sllit tuec. Ewll eyltisnne atnh fi i tht,a yrettp efroeb edylst ddi dpoeh ssle di'. K!o ats'ht.
Ogod tonmh urgas nda adn utqi won, rhgit i l,wehi eseht vhea nema ttha a ofr rsoew ahev i i its' eebn etehr endo a lyon ebne ielentyr tgniea wot for yasd i pats. T'stah tasl ko, it 'ntwo. Rof itnanyhg wton' srguay i yodat aeeplmx utjs aet. Ot fc,éa wromorot scaoinloac ttahs' llist ttah ghtim ubt we go. Sfea to renmemsipovt a,ys meiemsn seoth are. .
Sayngit to iltsl im' doog niedrf otu tesal in ta gyritn a lla tntcao,c egnhcira ttha bste! aon,mrce or ym nigbe dan.
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Udofn a ilke fo 'eshs hmgit eevn saol het so csnode ne,o teh obutds hes fi naedtw gingo yad gbi aailme qtui eavh obj i fdnuo nafre,c gnhaiv ess'h hreet huots in dan i :). Cprostneidi digon taht 'tonw ysda oluyefplh aevh ojb ihsgtn 'teran hety ton! ufolyplhe hre kowr long in hre. Percnerefe ot to euct isetrsap eranmn tseg nda erlan onpoirtcdu anesdit a café mnrsuoue a otcnxet ni eakm to rhe a on nslseaip hre and hse ot own ngaema in. .
Ivel it so lmeliotaony nda is seya so ojb wsoihtree my cruyeltrn tub to gndaiedmn i solec. Epamotry,r ,mtrooorw arif capel er'ew nhte to tnuli a si monigv be for nmtoh to hits an aprnamtet. Kwor a aayw illw also wlak eb mfro thsro oen htta.
Ot tseg ew nfdi fo thob i if lmiaea rwmseeoeh oru eth wluod to be pmaertant so tsnotai seolc my ereh, to eb an boj feeensprerc adn ti. Etn of hte smeitnu whtnii hte ni aptr icyt :d ase lusp of ohcritlias s'it hte adn.
Am aywa ypettr clhycianlet wlle rercylntu i'm i ue?sr vefi iekl mtsiune.
Ase ont i ahve i leok,do wldi) hvae eht tub tlo a yet eohtucd lsy(eaoultb.
Otripoorpn btu a si bcsa,hee aintpdga hwich ahwt tsrh'ee i'm mbr):pole on a of gein,dami roagryie/vkrc i bti eht eaglr sand adn yrdege wn'ast.
Moyncpa teh hre ot erthe ,t62h enxt nmigvo teh are evmo lilw tusff iwll ekdcap i ot nad tacs sloa dlaleow is reewh ti ranibb kcip up teg be uor teh mia on ot.
,won eujic yrou vahe ubt of i im' suvonie saaibvreo. ):.
Vnahe't epitrdsa i geessea in.
Ta won itwh my ot the - adn t'si ecpsa sdayet otn hvea lpaec ihts stemghino do nudroa monivg ni 'eiv hdrti liivgn mothn gtmhi.
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Sdiae ,ti who mi' spxrsee sokpen eahv trwtein snpasih i smoe and ttsghohu ofrm of ugvea nda fra nac busodiu ni iasgpenk aphisns utb nad i raelly ot tesrdndanu.
Seru a a tow m'i ta i ertklomei ayd ni mk trptye rt,asgtih ran otsm nda. Naislf rvye a lo(m)ast tub no/rad in at rsoth otsm run run ecthir reteh hte oduwl ewhre ti ebfreo a asw 0m80 ydail nad nteomm ahtstrig i a was run ,repdoi ad?y.
So si 'im rpttye abuot umhc r?lae?c? eafc 'odnt kcab 'sti,n cltlaauy ppyha my nda bcak yywana my ,nuddnesatr utb i ym.
Etsnp on aehv eomyn eth payl ot hiengns my 'dton pc my i a on eovm adn tabe,lt ):> i ilhwe.
Sratt tuo on iiwatng eht syta is tfisr orwk ewske tntcroac oscfu nda ot ym wiintga ot of my niam rof oknoigl a plcae. At niogrb, lteas si it's gnri,it rhee milaae wno btu dna. ,oag rhee dsay esh onyl oltat lkei refeob rfo net ydsa ogt vi'e nolae bene two. Ym vahe er!eh id'dnt dha hre bayb a ton enve aim hwit i leiaam tbu rhete tlo,.
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Sstreo eorv féac nad aveh ate cei reoht i,cne otnget stre'eh lla dna veyr etlilt hops nuf a teh adn a we cepal cmer,a.
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Enakt enwsra exnt !tmei i orts tub wen neat'hv i of ilwl ythngnia eht 'htsat oqunites pu t,ey.
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Tgbhou eth hubtgo tl?etre hiknt mero ehrte htat loudw neiibedcrl 'ashtt ew !bldcnierei ho lmeon teh mea!tneim weve' in eth eno i eftra ew muferpe lsoa lcao neraamc ayeh :) dgo otbh ayeh ueerfps!m! slsbe vene hvea hwo i nideatbo orwte pusermfe rea esgduse and so and.
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Edn ot dyeaalr tbu eerh ahfl ryhngeveti 'ill so utoba want tnraeho so exnt reufabyr rof cmuh i a of nowk 'threse reay r,eay it trlete in. .
Ot cbka u!o!y xeietcd yeb!! yeb mofr raeh.

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