A letter from March 27th, 2025

Peaceful right?

Hey bestie,
Guess who I'm writing to ask about? You got it! How did you know it was him?? Anyway, I'm assuming he's left for college which means one of a few things:

He said something to you over the summer and y'all have finallllyyyyy had an honest conversation about how you guys feel and how to move forward

He didn't say anything all summer but you guys hung out a lot and before he left you initiated the conversation about dating and stuff

You're heartbroken and alone 🥲

I talk about him with you all the time, but that's because I have all the questions and I hope you have all the answers. You're the only one who actually understands my thought processes and why I think and feel the way I do, and what I actually mean when I talk about him (cuz you are me). I just need you to tell me it's all gonna be okay. Is it gonna be okay? God's got this, right? I keep laying my worries at His feet all the time, but I keep picking them back up to worry about again and again, I really just need to give it to Him and leave it with Him.
hey, I love you. so hard things, do what scared you, and don't let your walls come back up. it's scary but in order to love you have to be willing to be vulnerable even if that includes the risk of being hurt again. God's got you, He's got me, and we're both gonna be just fine. it's just a boy! not the end of the world!
-scared, sad, and overdramatic as all heck
(also you're gonna be 20 in 20 days, how exciting!!)
oooo you should visit him for your bday, how cute would that be?

Epilogue

about 14 hours later

Oh girl you’re gonna be okay I promise you!
He’s left for college yes, but how it went doesn’t really fit any of your three ideas. No...

Dna fo i gitwani ihtw ni tnontce natehv’ ta hewer ti a hwti is lnpeyt thta god oornevtasic,n dah efel useorpp rnpiapgre adn dgo ear nad vahe eoahtnr ahd em we udrntaesdn ubt meti i ew iths si rof erlyla. Ew uot nhug olt a. Inegalim latk dtae tbu ai,tw me e’erw ’nodt fmor ety yse ruy’eo you h,mrac ngdait ti ,ilpar i r!!lg!!i tno so mog rofogt did ew aahh to he otaub he in tanws kwo!n assy. .
I do all heav tnha evl,o i meso avhe the ’ntdo od nawe,rss mreo tub yuo. Ma i to serngit i ni hlowe gdo no efle ylurt rhee hsti ihgtn tge is’t htat tkane smthno tub uoy. Uoy hatt otw btu gto aerh eon we lilt uhs…g ont taiw. D(na gihrt thob tssihwtaer now )tah ihhcw nad ’im iwegnar ihs fo. 😏.
Pkci utsj lla ngaon ownd ehav oa!y!k teim ytr iygaln oehst soed ot t!hs!i ckba wseorir eeyvr mhet acbk sti’ eb yuo up dog peek. Meht ahtt ti uoy veig roem h!!!i!m ecobme lwli teh ot od aiseer ot hte.
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Levo yh,e i too ouy. Cedsar imh)… y,sa siht and hatw cesoitn nkoligo nburvlelea rhad ti,hsgn be nersaw engib an knhti nigasy rof saw i to ’mi i gndio( igmth ihwt.
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Dton’ twan i mih my ouy ho orr,yw all rfo ytllraile ot nieges crbtleaee si idthbyar. .
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Fs-ea tills hcek ecuesr lla 😂 gouhth dan as in nla,p gd’os rtimcaodeavr.

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