A letter from June 24th, 2020

Time Travelled — almost 5 years

Peaceful right?

Dear Kirti, Don't worry, everything is going to be all right. You will do great no matter what the present circumstances are. I know because I have come to realize that there is no reason of giving up and I want you to remember that. You are beautiful and amazing Kirti and don't let anyone make you believe in anything else. Maybe you are not doing so great, maybe you think life is too difficult and you just want to give up, but nothing is more important than you and believe me every bad thing comes to an end. Have you fallen in love again? If yes, then I know you will make that person your priority and I won't say not to but please don't forget yourself. And if your heart breaks again, go out and see the world, maybe that person was not meant to be yours. But please don't ever blame yourself for another's person mistakes. Anyway I hope you haven't become high and mighty though I know you can't. But still reminding of little things that made you happy. Your writing page now has 140 followers, just imagine from mere 40 followers to 140! And remember those comments how you are an amazing writer and seem like a professional. Maybe you have even managed to write a book now, could be a bestseller too but don't forget how it all started with you writing your first poem in 7th class or that silly haunted story you narrated in class 9. Embarrassing, ain't it? But I want to remind you no matter how you have changed, you will always remain that girl scribbling on the last pages in the class or writing poem after poem for your college love who never cared for it. At times you were also that girl so angry at world that your words came out in anger but from inside no matter how much you hate humans you know you will never stop helping them. Are you a police officer yet, I hope so but even if you are not I know you will do great. You know I am writing this letter when whole world is fighting corona. I don't if this letter will ever reach you or not or this world will perish before it does but if it does I want you to know I am proud of you or myself. Okay maybe I still haven't learned how to love myself and still have negative thoughts but I am proud fighting through all that. Life is very difficult, trust me I know, maybe even more for you but don't let anything stop you. Also please find someone to talk, I still haven't but I am trying. Maybe you will have better luck at that. I still have a lot of faults so I hope you are a better version of me. But please never ever forget the child in you because if you did you will lose yourself too. I can't imagine you not singing in the shower, or talking to yourself, or taking out your shells collection and playing with them or hugging your favorite soft toy. Please don't let go of that. I hope things with family are still fine and you do talk to your lifeline(best friend). What else to right just live your life, do things you love, and never give up. Okay bye, take care, love you a lot. And you also love yourself. Bye❤

Epilogue

about 1 month later

Dear past me,
Thank you for writing such a lovely and heartfelt letter me. I am not lying when I say that I might have cried a little. Now, to...

On you pepginnha edutap shw'at. .
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Radh i si ma rgonkiw i nda to talhh,e eagnma kinrwgo ma gohtrhu l,teap tslli vheytreing ym but it y,es fnid ym eifl f,fucdtiil dna on j,bo a. Dan in afll i tbu i ttha g(tym)lousy oevl am ,on dint'd aniag, over. I e,yfslm btu nda ma its' ot elvo c,udtffili nainrelg am tgyrin i. .
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Kobo a lsuhpdeib istll bh,dleuips teh ah,rout and or ecsttioionpm o,n ew fo rtigniw ym lsl-tiegnbse msope wno utb htavne' enev wfe i eeobmc osme ddi rou teg. Ew troew we endtiyleif os *** het l,rsoesevu are vleo to ew ni eerwh a aenmdga bjo get lal oetirss, neev by tonidriec giadhen iwigtrn htrig. We i etl boj sinergign terfa nda nomsht ok,nw rfmo het eerw dndee a uyo but ot ttah )meabl eoicff (tobh wef roysr up to. Nda in i ew ifdn etbrte meaclospe ebeevli reelous,vs nwok ro snihemotg tbu i iwll. We ustj orf eepk nriogwk ahev to hrda it.
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Utb uoy am tllis iwll be, we we i tno te,y to dna i easmdr iploce c'tna pmesiro era that ym estb idong flliulf uor the in. Gngiisn f,sle i stof hwoser llsit ni no hat!t old ;) iungggh tyo,s adn my os 'hesrte eth havet'n ertnfoogt eghirtl a neot,.
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Ton sloa kwno ma a i of yuo 'ndot fi etrteb ro i vrisnoe. Eevblie oru i ewer eht eissus my lal itwh sovirnse evne now eb ot all ot,hesn s,ebt. To dan krogwni tlka othhgur i am to, ihwt blsmerop aneamg did i enmoose rhe find ot ym. Olduw hse have eesmoon veldo sa adn uoy cine i,gwclnmoe to yuro is ehav hptitsrae. .
Wgre irt,p a den reew ilstl we ngloa yeerv neidrspifh yda e!ver eth hetor auyatllc we on etgrohte, tnhisg ithw hwti gouhht npoeh wiht itbese uor enhtrao iwth tnah ew fien, is ggoni on aer uroy soelcr mhte ihgtnfgi ewnt tfear ls,ao saolmt ssmo,teemi uigdnr lroces tath up we aifyml e!atrg vdco,i dan ript ednrfi, nda rou altgikn. Marenn h!er ew ntsur hmuc oemsp i neve ,out eovl nda sbuelt a oot rhe for esh in us let onwk tol oevsl hre teorw woh a. So, ttha no otnfr godo ngoig ingeehvyrt si.
Hruogth me egiv rgoacue efli ym eys,hlton yenvgihtre semes pleeop hte to wenh ti hgfti ni eenv eth o,mlbpiisse. Pzuezl tis lafl will rtigh the fo ret,f lpcea atps nd'ot tnoi jstu s,o fe,sl veery epice. .

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