A letter from May 08, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear Leen, How are you? The last time we talk it was after your birthday. You got what you wanted like I said Allah work in mysterious ways. Oh but uhh we lost our father in the end... maybe Allah knows he hinder our growth. Maybe it was a doa that you and he makbulkan finally. But we lost him may he put him in Jannah and let him get what he deserves. I know you have been crying,silently, alone, including in the car... just trust in him. You could cry a river and he will make it happen. You are doing a good job.He's there watching always watching. Hang in there. You still remember him don't you, selit his name in Dua and let He do the rest. He have meet us again maybe he will help us see him again maybe this time there will be a bud growing. Peace be Upon you myself, and always stay strong.

Epilogue

7 months later

Hey there future old me, its June now in 2025. Im currently sad trying to finish an email...

Idfn a boj again i hatt ulodc so. Etg hgthrou esissbnu eth dintd. . . Utb rdrahe won gte h2t8 ym freta iiiaroslelnm rdaythib are nto yb ryletllai we tis ithgr gtetgni ot. Htta teebrt swa my nda sa at idngo aahrfa fo ofr adn eastl mab ado tingikhn a odjoh. Tou hmi afyesl go eth i he if hetre of lte otld ytconur me si. Ta adn em pteotrc lla osct nncdioitos dogo tem in us.
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I kwno ,lfyilna him lte iaagn ofr slao otn saw em go i avhe as he. Tahp is utp mih my wtcei i ni ym neo in sa he oru aod tsdeepi alahl itniouast upt htat lyno eth. A thtowiu lilw eh tnaw ignigv wredi if hye repinssc taht a yuo od ikel atth guy uoy veer is nssleo etahrt tigneme me ti to he a.
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Eterh si cgwhatin knwo tills ndaesss i he btu si niernglgi me. Miet eth trghi ta eacpl nda em guhpnsi. .

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benamaraaya05:

2 months ago

May Allah gives you the strength you need 🩷 may him put your father in the highest of his jannah

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