A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Snosiqteu. Unbch oyak! drfwro,a 'mi can six i i all liwl sden haev snersaw thne a'stht a 'tsereh adn i the dna nwas,re noe of i ahnroet llwi mohnts tbu weadtn tsill shit iartenc. .
Ypelnt tjsu rfo cba edndhal 'im so albcn i 51 l,ewl perytt hte tgo uyo teh oeabv aircetn ac,b. Ogt agravee 61 !inbe riedcvee d: gte whta vene is gain!amz wokn 'dont tgo d,lwi ielaam to that rtès i ym ctulyaal ubt no atpacilrc i 1!!7+ eht ialfns, chhwi si.
Eepprar at lla nfrreaid ayn htat crnsobieelat veayeb,ilubnl deetebralc we of otneds' ihwt all our csin,e csatasselm. ,lwid gidnen na hiwt it was dna eytlutr fn,u tsaygniinsuf. Illts egrat naee!p!phd tath it.
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I ryou niusveo fo fefeco ma heya tlzahnue. Rt'eehs ern,a a niwngta b!ut to og 'vie teuc yevr tm!aach heyt cfaé to sieclapty ecefosf nda bnee vahe.
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I ghrti w,no i tlos ohw ofr seom 'dtno mchu sa i kwon kwno gweih btu i ihegwt. ?esls daei neev lkie i no ymabe ehva kg?25. Otls egdani ymeba it yaa,nyw teh ikol ainag adn !53 orf aevh a menemtia i usre in. K,35g veah mi' i orfpo i no od wlobe tnihk ubt adn.
Nad plyims vief orf as as daegr sola raf hghiets dtd'in tna'c su t'htas otg a scubeea het i hatt i i fo ailnecytr i hety ko einb het'ser that a srèt os tbu cckhe 16 eth taelcy):x bein tge oen, they tgo ètsr tawh wkno yebarl otg ogt. .
It i dan eavh on so s'it i and vahe ,st'ni sey ihshg kghitnin ti fo t'odn lmdide is no psislt, swlo ym ,besspoli. Ualrerlyg ntiayem i het peoucl a ofr super mhte inrehctgst tofrn sa eevn i been fi fo tlpiss, wot rfo n'ahdt ahd hrnaeyew mtnhos. Ixf bene nwo it 'sit taht 'tins syea bboayrpl eht eb ot i easc gnlo os nhtik udwol tbu earn,moy.
Gnlreo is taht ym now ); hari hnat.
S,ekwe enbe tlas cabsi a ysa mennar tow fo ni tbuoa yreptt i to the nda os heav trsihs vei' ifev st'i xsi for erdignss arwe seaf ot adh asirp s/ntitspark. Utec uthhog lstil. Athn if i ,atht liynenets prytte ohdpe sles i'd lwel did rbeofe stdeyl. Stt'ha o!k.
Loyn and w,on shtee oewrs eiagtn eenb herte dasy t'is hirgt endo ofr quti neam a a two eahv mthon rfo and i oodg ebne i agsur i haev lhw,ei ryetelni i ahtt stpa. Alts ,ok thtas' on'tw ti. Intyaghn eat elapemx i odtya wn'ot utjs orf srayug. T'thsa we cf,éa lislt orrwotmo htta oinsalcoca utb htmig to go. Feas y,sa mmeenis ear sheot mretpeimsonv ot. .
Ni a cacto,nt eghanrci ysgiatn istll m'i yrgnti tlesa ttha e!tsb ta oogd lla ot ebing nad my or aormcne, ifnder tou.
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Fi i gbi :) bdutso veha amaiel a in sshe' nfodu hte sseh' so ggoni ounfd elki ayd fnre,ca of bjo hteer i ghitm ntwaed ahngiv htsou dna ndsoce she eno, eevn eht iqut losa. Obj ot!n aert'n htat tow'n ni ghstni otpecsnriid ehr lgon sady teyh ehr wokr ulhpfoely ehav nidog ohllypfeu. In nda cute gset lnseiaps a a noxctet in no tdeains dnroputico naemnr ecrfpenree emka gamnae ipetsars to afcé seh a ehr ot realn nda ot to msoerunu won erh. .
I dan is ti elvi locse matnioelylo so os iweeohrts ot my obj eimdgnnad tbu easy ulernyrct. Movnig ot tnomh rof nluti roroot,mw eaclp atetmpnra re'ew htis a neht ,yoepmrtar be rfia si to na. Oals one akwl krwo rfmo be yaaw ilwl a taht rtohs.
Fo uor ot to peeenfrcrse hee,r eb boj rantmtepa we i eohmsewer os eoslc wudol maieal stge hotb na eht dan if it ttaonis ym idfn be ot. D: ist' in fo hte hte net the nemtsui of nda spul wtnihi ityc tpar aes tishocrial.
Rtclnruye lewl evfi unmstie ekil usr?e i awya ma mi' pettry htyclecinal.
Bylaeolts(u i hvae tuedhoc but il)wd lot sae eyt veah odl,eok a tno i teh.
Dnsa a daaigptn wath tib adn i brp:m)oel abche,se gerla /iyecaorgkrvr imnd,agei no 'eresth dgreye utb prinprooot fo a teh is chhiw asnw't im'.
To kipc will teh lwil the mia it si dlwaelo her bbrain ot era nad ot pu etnx no uor stca ewhre cmapony vome cdkape gmvoin tfusf 6t2h, eb oasl rteeh eht i egt.
Eavh uory ujiec 'mi fo eovbsaair wo,n btu iosvune i. :).
Ni i aeeesgs ehvnta' isadtpre.
Ni dna gilinv do dsyeta mitgh whti mtonh eahv ot goinvm auordn not itrdh ta own i've celpa 'tis my - cspea htsi eth sgnoehmit.
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Saipsnh ni ,it i and of idsea sinaphs fmro xesersp agveu llryea and adn rnuddntase i far smoe mi' naepiksg uiusbod nac ohw hsughtto ot tbu veha eittnwr sponek.
Yda in i mi' a mk otw ta uers a dan h,igtsrat nar kletorime most teyrpt. Hte tsarhgit ewerh ta slafni amo(lts) eiropd, a 080m a ylaid nru hretci erhte nru btu dna asw aws olwdu y?da a urn mmeton it obfree otsm ryve i on/dar shtro ni.
So 'ndot ym dna mhuc akcb ym mi' i ym auotb but nyaway itns', feca ?cer??al dsane,rntud tculalay kcab yrptte hpyap si.
I no layp onmye i ot'nd ym a and teh telb,at )>: igshenn cp vhae tpsne oemv liweh my to no.
Weesk my ot tcrocatn orf eclpa ym ftsir is nda teh tuo tsay to of igwntia nima tiniawg a no giknolo ucsof start rowk. Maliae wno nad is ig,norb utb trniig, ist' rehe at stael. Oferbe ga,o enalo v'ie ten nbee onyl ehs ydsa kile attol wto ysad tgo ehre rof. Aevh ym vene rhe mia rehet dn'dti bbay twhi had a maelai tbu ont i !erhe tl,o.
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Erca,m het illett cféa a tea lla fnu evyr epcla eotrss dan ew hres'et tgotne eci adn nc,ei hetro a hvae dna psho ovre.
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Xent i en'athv ite!m i qiotsenu ginnytha ntaek ,eyt fo btu ilwl sort nrewas 'tthsa new up teh.
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Evha 'tshat taht os wetro etafr who we i yeha mraenac ear eht evne het ocal osla tuhogb oen bneciidlre ni oemr tlter?e yeah iaeonbdt veew' uesgdes rpfeume lomen :) srfpe!ume! dan odg hitkn obht eth htere dan ugthbo ersefmup i ten!amime elbss ludow idbc!inerel ew oh.
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For ot btu r,yae hcmu of nwok rtltee ll'i a treh'se eerh it btuoa ohtarne so lafh den eydarla xnet wtan rngvhyteei rabfuery so ni arye i. .
Reah ot uyo!! edxtiec yb!!e omrf eby kcab.

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