A letter from March 27th, 2025

Peaceful right?

Hey bestie,
Guess who I'm writing to ask about? You got it! How did you know it was him?? Anyway, I'm assuming he's left for college which means one of a few things:

He said something to you over the summer and y'all have finallllyyyyy had an honest conversation about how you guys feel and how to move forward

He didn't say anything all summer but you guys hung out a lot and before he left you initiated the conversation about dating and stuff

You're heartbroken and alone 🥲

I talk about him with you all the time, but that's because I have all the questions and I hope you have all the answers. You're the only one who actually understands my thought processes and why I think and feel the way I do, and what I actually mean when I talk about him (cuz you are me). I just need you to tell me it's all gonna be okay. Is it gonna be okay? God's got this, right? I keep laying my worries at His feet all the time, but I keep picking them back up to worry about again and again, I really just need to give it to Him and leave it with Him.
hey, I love you. so hard things, do what scared you, and don't let your walls come back up. it's scary but in order to love you have to be willing to be vulnerable even if that includes the risk of being hurt again. God's got you, He's got me, and we're both gonna be just fine. it's just a boy! not the end of the world!
-scared, sad, and overdramatic as all heck
(also you're gonna be 20 in 20 days, how exciting!!)
oooo you should visit him for your bday, how cute would that be?

Epilogue

about 14 hours later

Oh girl you’re gonna be okay I promise you!
He’s left for college yes, but how it went doesn’t really fit any of your three ideas. No...

Nda veh’tna ttha hiwt of for odg miet llreya tnenotc dah ew ew ti irpearngp hwti epsourp rduenatdsn but fele hda odg at agtiiwn me haev i a renhato iths hreew and si is ni i toicnnos,rave rae tnpeyl dna. A lot ugnh ew tou. Yass d’ont !!gi!rl! eh sey ,wiat car,hm fotrgo w!nok igielnam mfro oatub so btu pliar, ety ltka in i ahah ouy e’yrou me ddi wsnta e’rwe ogm aigndt tno ti tdea he to ew. .
Oems evo,l eht i all i hnta ’otdn vhea btu e,sraswn veha mero od od you. Nktae lweho flee yutrl ontmsh no ot in tsriegn am rhee dgo i’ts i ahtt ihgnt egt i tub thsi uyo. Reha owt one ton yuo shu…g htat we tlil tgo wait ubt. Now stahseritw tha) fo hichw i’m tirgh btoh dan d(an sih giarnwe. 😏.
Up seoht oriresw ahve tusj god to dnwo ilnyag ao!!ky eb ackb mtei noagn i’ts lla htem odse ryt yuo yerve ekpe cbka kpic !s!ith. It teh ot ecbmeo giev eth od htat llwi erom m!!hi!! uoy arsiee to etmh.
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I oot eovl oyu ,eyh. Shti adescr tgihm ya,s toiesnc naigys swa m’i nad knith to awsenr nbige ongiokl dhar htaw be (gdino i nlaeleruvb i rof ihwt nsi,hgt hi…)m na.
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Rfo want otn’d ho him is all ym ory,rw triyhadb ylearlilt einegs you ot eceberalt i. .
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Sa hekc efa-s dna sruece lla 😂 pnl,a ghotuh ni ods’g lltsi dtrirvcoeama.

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